Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Ick

Sometimes I wish I could rewind time. When I was in high school all I could think about was how thrilled I was to get out. Now that I am in college, I am wishing that I could go back to high school. I miss going to school every day and hanging out with the same 9 people in class. It was great, it was like I had extra brothers and sisters. Who would have thought I would miss the crazy teachers. As frustrating as the homework was, it was easy. Technically it wasn't easy, but it was different, papers are much too repetitive. As well, I miss the home cooked meals. There is seriously nothing better than my mom's meals. I was completely content with where I was at. I had two very close friends whom I will always cherish. The fact that I was in the middle of nowehere allowed me to avoid drama. The drama that did occur was very minor and easy to overcome. Now that I am here, drama lurks behind every corner. I hate it. I wish I could go back to the almost drama-free world I came from. It has been my intention to leave Providence altogether, but I will remain here....for now. I honestly believe that I cannot stay in a single place for too long. Too bad my parents won't let me move to Ireland, or New Zealand. Instead, I have to endure dorm, papers and cafeteria food for another semester. Ick.