Dumb Regret

Today I discovered how much I miss volleyball. There was the women's volleyball game today against CMU and it was hard for me to watch. It has been three years since I've played and it is not fun having to watch others play it. Last year I was too scared to try out because I was only a freshmen and figured I had to get used to the school first before joining a sport. I was committed to trying out this year until I saw what seemed to be a million freshmen girls who had legs for days and had been recruited for the team. I chickened out again this year and now I am deeply regretting it. I just do not understand why I tried out for basketball (a sport I've never played before) but not volleyball (a sport I've played for most of my life). Maybe it is because if I fail in basketball I can blame it on my experience where if I fail in volleyball I can only blame it on my skill level. It is going to be difficult to watch the girl's volleyball season this year, but lets hope that I love basketball as much as I did volleyball.